Never The Same

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Another year has gone away, getting older and older as time may go, yst was suppose to be a glorious and happy day, but somehow the happiness was not what it seems, i thought the were more than what i had, all this time i've been busy making others happy, but when it comes to mine, i never got to have happiness, others just left me aside, and to spend my days in lonely slumber, yst was suppose to be a special day but it went as another bored day as normal as the other days. Still i dont belong in this world or place, still searching for my true place of belonging, doing for others was great especially when they smile and laugh at the end, but for yst i thought there were something planed up but, it was just a side thought of my own, maybe i wish for something that will nvr ever happen...I already know i dont belong yet my heart still hope that i have a place right here in this place, my heart still hope for a little miracle, but the truth were harsher than anything else, there was nothing special about that day, it was just another day...If i were to make a wish and it comes true, disaster will be bought to the world like there is no tmr...Everyone just forgotten that i existed as my presence was but an air, nothing more, nothing less...I guess it would be better if i left after all...thus now it is farewell, where my fate brings me i do not know, but i do hope that my fate bring an end to this miserable life...thats all that i wish for this special day!

Light Of Life 1:23 AM

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