Never The Same

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

There is no true meaning to life, but there is however and understanding to it. To understand life, one must be part of it, only then can u really get to know the true meaning. Being wondering along this world, meeting different people and different walk of life, thus still not able to find a place of belonging, things were well at the start but as time goes on, you would just know that you just do not belong. I have been longing to find a sense of belonging, a place where i can always return to when i'm lost, or when in need. There is a saying which is quite well known "The strongest person, is somehow the one who needs to be protected and the weakest." Many people dont understand as they are the one who are being protected, what of the protector? How does he feel? The protector will always say this when his alone, "If i protect the others, then who will protect me? Who will there by my side when im in need?" I felt like giving up every time i think about this, if i keep on helping, protecting people, then what about me, who will save me, who will be the one protecting me, im weak im not as strong as people think i m, i always needed someone beside me but no one was there, im walking a deserted path with led to nothingness, the world rejects me, the people rejects me and sadly the nature rejects me, no matter where i go or where i reach this will still keep happening...

Light Of Life 1:23 AM

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